Chapter 11

You know what, Suzuno?

Somewhere deep inside my heart, I was probably doubting the feelings that the Yamaoka couples had toward me.

I mean, my existence had no value whatsoever.

My own blood mother almost killed me, the shinigami cursed me and I was fated to die quickly. My existence was worthless, no matter how you try to look at it.

It was hard to believe that anyone would ever care about someone like me.

But now, I felt like I could get over that feeling and start over.

Everything was thanks to you, Suzuno.

Thanks to you, I could regain my human emotions again and I could finally understand the Yamaoka couple’s love for me.

Before I met you, I lived like a robot, devoid of emotion. My past self would never understand anything that I was currently feeling.

It felt strange, Suzuno.

I only came this far because of my desire to meet you. My desire to die for you. Those were the only things I’ve ever wanted in this world.

But when I met you, it felt like a whole new world opened up to me. My dark, shallow world was filled with light.

The light almost blinded me. It made me realize that I’ve been missing a lot of things that this world has to offer.

But, you know what, Suzuno?

Those feelings made me feel afraid.

The dazzling world made me feel afraid.

My strong conviction was starting to waver.

ED: samheart564